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Times I should've realized I was Autistic

John Hudson
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May 12, 2022
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Times I should've realized I was Autistic

Illy realized during her childhood that throughout her symptoms, she is autistic.

John Hudson
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May 12, 2022
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Transcript

  1. Scene 1 Duration 17:15 Panel 1 Duration 17:15 Times I

    should've realized I was autistic Page 1/167

  2. Scene 27 Duration 04:14 Panel 1 Duration 01:00 Dialog ILLY

    VO: Back when I was 11, I was on this weekend retreat kinda thing for church? Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 2/167

  3. Scene 27 Duration 04:14 Panel 2 Duration 01:00 Dialog ILLY

    VO: Back when I was 11, I was on this weekend retreat kinda thing for church? Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 3/167

  4. Scene 27 Duration 04:14 Panel 3 Duration 01:00 Dialog ILLY

    VO: Back when I was 11, I was on this weekend retreat kinda thing for church? Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 4/167

  5. Scene 27 Duration 04:14 Panel 4 Duration 01:14 Dialog ILLY

    VO: Back when I was 11, I was on this weekend retreat kinda thing for church? Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 5/167

  6. Scene 28 Duration 05:14 Panel 1 Duration 01:14 Dialog ILLY:

    But I didn’t have many close friends in my youth group – cuz they found me weird and didn’t like interacting with me. Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 6/167

  7. Scene 28 Duration 05:14 Panel 2 Duration 01:14 Dialog ILLY:

    But I didn’t have many close friends in my youth group – cuz they found me weird and didn’t like interacting with me. Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 7/167

  8. Scene 28 Duration 05:14 Panel 3 Duration 00:23 Dialog ILLY:

    But I didn’t have many close friends in my youth group – cuz they found me weird and didn’t like interacting with me. Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 8/167

  9. Scene 28 Duration 05:14 Panel 4 Duration 01:11 Dialog ILLY:

    But I didn’t have many close friends in my youth group – cuz they found me weird and didn’t like interacting with me. Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 9/167

  10. Scene 29 Duration 04:00 Panel 1 Duration 01:00 Dialog I

    also didn’t have many friends in school, in fact, I was getting bullied for unknown reasons– Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 10/167

  11. Scene 29 Duration 04:00 Panel 2 Duration 01:00 Dialog I

    also didn’t have many friends in school, in fact, I was getting bullied for unknown reasons– Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 11/167

  12. Scene 29 Duration 04:00 Panel 3 Duration 01:00 Dialog I

    also didn’t have many friends in school, in fact, I was getting bullied for unknown reasons– Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 12/167

  13. Scene 29 Duration 04:00 Panel 4 Duration 01:00 Dialog I

    also didn’t have many friends in school, in fact, I was getting bullied for unknown reasons– Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 13/167

  14. Scene 30 Duration 02:14 Panel 1 Duration 01:00 Dialog I

    also didn’t have many friends in school, in fact, I was getting bullied for unknown reasons– Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 14/167

  15. Scene 30 Duration 02:14 Panel 2 Duration 01:14 Dialog I

    also didn’t have many friends in school, in fact, I was getting bullied for unknown reasons– Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 15/167

  16. Scene 31 Duration 03:11 Panel 1 Duration 01:02 Dialog I

    also didn’t have many friends in school, in fact, I was getting bullied for unknown reasons– Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 16/167

  17. Scene 31 Duration 03:11 Panel 2 Duration 02:09 Dialog oh.

    Wow. Okay. Point is, Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 17/167

  18. Scene 32 Duration 07:10 Panel 1 Duration 01:00 Dialog ILLY

    VO: I didn’t know how to interact with people properly, but I knew mimicking how others interacted with me kinda worked! Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 18/167

  19. Scene 32 Duration 07:10 Panel 2 Duration 01:00 Dialog ILLY

    VO: I didn’t know how to interact with people properly, but I knew mimicking how others interacted with me kinda worked! Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 19/167

  20. Scene 32 Duration 07:10 Panel 3 Duration 01:00 Dialog ILLY

    VO: I didn’t know how to interact with people properly, but I knew mimicking how others interacted with me kinda worked! Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 20/167

  21. Scene 32 Duration 07:10 Panel 4 Duration 01:00 Dialog ILLY

    VO: I didn’t know how to interact with people properly, but I knew mimicking how others interacted with me kinda worked! Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 21/167

  22. Scene 32 Duration 07:10 Panel 5 Duration 01:00 Dialog ILLY

    VO: I didn’t know how to interact with people properly, but I knew mimicking how others interacted with me kinda worked! Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 22/167

  23. Scene 32 Duration 07:10 Panel 6 Duration 01:00 Dialog ILLY

    VO: I didn’t know how to interact with people properly, but I knew mimicking how others interacted with me kinda worked! Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 23/167

  24. Scene 32 Duration 07:10 Panel 7 Duration 00:03 Dialog ILLY

    VO: I didn’t know how to interact with people properly, but I knew mimicking how others interacted with me kinda worked! Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 24/167

  25. Scene 32 Duration 07:10 Panel 8 Duration 00:06 Dialog ILLY

    VO: I didn’t know how to interact with people properly, but I knew mimicking how others interacted with me kinda worked! Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 25/167

  26. Scene 32 Duration 07:10 Panel 9 Duration 00:05 Dialog ILLY

    VO: I didn’t know how to interact with people properly, but I knew mimicking how others interacted with me kinda worked! Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 26/167

  27. Scene 32 Duration 07:10 Panel 10 Duration 00:05 Times I

    should've realized I was autistic Page 27/167

  28. Scene 32 Duration 07:10 Panel 11 Duration 00:05 Times I

    should've realized I was autistic Page 28/167

  29. Scene 32 Duration 07:10 Panel 12 Duration 00:05 Dialog ILLY

    VO: I didn’t know how to interact with people properly, but I knew mimicking how others interacted with me kinda worked! Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 29/167

  30. Scene 32 Duration 07:10 Panel 13 Duration 00:05 Dialog ILLY

    VO: I didn’t know how to interact with people properly, but I knew mimicking how others interacted with me kinda worked! Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 30/167

  31. Scene 33 Duration 03:14 Panel 1 Duration 01:05 Dialog ILLY

    VO: I didn’t know how to interact with people properly, but I knew mimicking how others interacted with me kinda worked! Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 31/167

  32. Scene 33 Duration 03:14 Panel 2 Duration 01:02 Dialog IILLY

    VO: So we get to the lake with the giant cross in the middle, Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 32/167

  33. Scene 33 Duration 03:14 Panel 3 Duration 00:15 Dialog ILLY

    VO: So we get to the lake with the giant cross in the middle, Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 33/167

  34. Scene 33 Duration 03:14 Panel 4 Duration 00:16 Dialog ILLY

    VO: So we get to the lake with the giant cross in the middle, Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 34/167

  35. Scene 34 Duration 03:21 Panel 1 Duration 00:06 Dialog ILLY

    VO: We get out of the van, and this one kid grabs his bags and says Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 35/167

  36. Scene 34 Duration 03:21 Panel 2 Duration 00:10 Dialog ILLY

    VO: We get out of the van, and this one kid grabs his bags and says Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 36/167

  37. Scene 34 Duration 03:21 Panel 3 Duration 00:15 Times I

    should've realized I was autistic Page 37/167

  38. Scene 34 Duration 03:21 Panel 4 Duration 00:09 Dialog ILLY

    VO: We get out of the van, and this one kid grabs his bags and says Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 38/167

  39. Scene 34 Duration 03:21 Panel 5 Duration 00:09 Dialog ILLY

    VO: We get out of the van, and this one kid grabs his bags and says Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 39/167

  40. Scene 34 Duration 03:21 Panel 6 Duration 00:15 Dialog ILLY

    VO: We get out of the van, and this one kid grabs his bags and says Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 40/167

  41. Scene 34 Duration 03:21 Panel 7 Duration 00:15 Dialog ILLY

    VO: We get out of the van, and this one kid grabs his bags and says Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 41/167

  42. Scene 34 Duration 03:21 Panel 8 Duration 00:14 Dialog ILLY

    VO: We get out of the van, and this one kid grabs his bags and says Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 42/167

  43. Scene 35 Duration 02:18 Panel 1 Duration 00:19 Dialog KID:

    I CAN’T WAIT TO GET INSIDE! Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 43/167

  44. Scene 35 Duration 02:18 Panel 2 Duration 00:20 Dialog KID:

    I CAN’T WAIT TO GET INSIDE! Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 44/167

  45. Scene 35 Duration 02:18 Panel 3 Duration 01:03 Dialog KID:

    I CAN’T WAIT TO GET INSIDE! Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 45/167

  46. Scene 36 Duration 11:08 Panel 1 Duration 01:17 Dialog ILLY

    VO: and RUNS ahead of us. (illy smirks w a good idea) So I, mimicking the kinds of things that worked for other kids, decided to say: Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 46/167

  47. Scene 36 Duration 11:08 Panel 2 Duration 01:20 Times I

    should've realized I was autistic Page 47/167

  48. Scene 36 Duration 11:08 Panel 3 Duration 00:19 Dialog ILLY

    VO: and RUNS ahead of us. (illy smirks w a good idea) So I, mimicking the kinds of things that worked for other kids, decided to say: Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 48/167

  49. Scene 36 Duration 11:08 Panel 4 Duration 05:00 Dialog ILLY

    VO: and RUNS ahead of us. (illy smirks w a good idea) So I, mimicking the kinds of things that worked for other kids, decided to say: Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 49/167

  50. Scene 36 Duration 11:08 Panel 5 Duration 00:20 Dialog ILLY

    VO: and RUNS ahead of us. (illy smirks w a good idea) So I, mimicking the kinds of things that worked for other kids, decided to say: Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 50/167

  51. Scene 36 Duration 11:08 Panel 6 Duration 00:16 Dialog ILLY

    VO: and RUNS ahead of us. (illy smirks w a good idea) So I, mimicking the kinds of things that worked for other kids, decided to say: Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 51/167

  52. Scene 36 Duration 11:08 Panel 7 Duration 00:12 Dialog ILLY

    VO: and RUNS ahead of us. (illy smirks w a good idea) So I, mimicking the kinds of things that worked for other kids, decided to say: Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 52/167

  53. Scene 37 Duration 07:04 Panel 1 Duration 02:17 Dialog ILLY:

    So, yeah. I didn’t understand why being myself wasn’t allowed or why copying other people wasn’t working, I tried… Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 53/167

  54. Scene 37 Duration 07:04 Panel 2 Duration 02:07 Dialog ILLY:

    So, yeah. I didn’t understand why being myself wasn’t allowed or why copying other people wasn’t working, I tried… Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 54/167

  55. Scene 37 Duration 07:04 Panel 3 Duration 02:04 Dialog ILLY:

    So, yeah. I didn’t understand why being myself wasn’t allowed or why copying other people wasn’t working, I tried… Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 55/167

  56. Scene 38 Duration 20:11 Panel 1 Duration 01:00 Dialog ILLY

    (CONTINUED): doing… nothing. I did my best to quiet my brain and hide the person I was. Which was SOOOO EASY! Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 56/167

  57. Scene 38 Duration 20:11 Panel 2 Duration 00:04 Dialog ILLY

    (CONTINUED): doing… nothing. I did my best to quiet my brain and hide the person I was. Which was SOOOO EASY! Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 57/167

  58. Scene 38 Duration 20:11 Panel 3 Duration 00:05 Times I

    should've realized I was autistic Page 58/167

  59. Scene 38 Duration 20:11 Panel 4 Duration 00:05 Times I

    should've realized I was autistic Page 59/167

  60. Scene 38 Duration 20:11 Panel 5 Duration 00:07 Times I

    should've realized I was autistic Page 60/167

  61. Scene 38 Duration 20:11 Panel 6 Duration 00:03 Dialog ILLY

    (CONTINUED): doing… nothing. I did my best to quiet my brain and hide the person I was. Which was SOOOO EASY! Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 61/167

  62. Scene 38 Duration 20:11 Panel 7 Duration 00:08 Dialog ILLY

    (CONTINUED): doing… nothing. I did my best to quiet my brain and hide the person I was. Which was SOOOO EASY! Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 62/167

  63. Scene 38 Duration 20:11 Panel 8 Duration 00:08 Times I

    should've realized I was autistic Page 63/167

  64. Scene 38 Duration 20:11 Panel 9 Duration 00:07 Times I

    should've realized I was autistic Page 64/167

  65. Scene 38 Duration 20:11 Panel 10 Duration 00:08 Dialog ILLY

    (CONTINUED): doing… nothing. I did my best to quiet my brain and hide the person I was. Which was SOOOO EASY! Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 65/167

  66. Scene 38 Duration 20:11 Panel 11 Duration 00:05 Dialog ILLY

    (CONTINUED): doing… nothing. I did my best to quiet my brain and hide the person I was. Which was SOOOO EASY! Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 66/167

  67. Scene 38 Duration 20:11 Panel 12 Duration 02:00 Dialog ILLY

    (CONTINUED): doing… nothing. I did my best to quiet my brain and hide the person I was. Which was SOOOO EASY! Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 67/167

  68. Scene 38 Duration 20:11 Panel 13 Duration 00:04 Dialog ILLY

    (CONTINUED): doing… nothing. I did my best to quiet my brain and hide the person I was. Which was SOOOO EASY! Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 68/167

  69. Scene 38 Duration 20:11 Panel 14 Duration 00:12 Dialog ILLY

    (CONTINUED): doing… nothing. I did my best to quiet my brain and hide the person I was. Which was SOOOO EASY! Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 69/167

  70. Scene 38 Duration 20:11 Panel 15 Duration 00:19 Dialog Stranger:

    Oh phew, that’s good to hear! Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 70/167

  71. Scene 38 Duration 20:11 Panel 16 Duration 01:00 Dialog Stranger:

    Oh phew, that’s good to hear! Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 71/167

  72. Scene 38 Duration 20:11 Panel 17 Duration 01:00 Dialog ILLY:

    oh no no no… I was being sarcastic. Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 72/167

  73. Scene 38 Duration 20:11 Panel 18 Duration 01:00 Dialog ILLY:

    oh no no no… I was being sarcastic. Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 73/167

  74. Scene 38 Duration 20:11 Panel 19 Duration 01:00 Dialog ILLY:

    oh no no no… I was being sarcastic. Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 74/167

  75. Scene 38 Duration 20:11 Panel 20 Duration 01:00 Dialog Stranger:

    Oh :c Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 75/167

  76. Scene 38 Duration 20:11 Panel 21 Duration 01:00 Times I

    should've realized I was autistic Page 76/167

  77. Scene 38 Duration 20:11 Panel 22 Duration 01:00 Dialog Stranger:

    Aw man :/ Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 77/167

  78. Scene 38 Duration 20:11 Panel 23 Duration 02:02 Dialog ILLY:

    It’s okay. Dry humor and sarcasm sometimes goes over my head and right into my fragile heart, too. Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 78/167

  79. Scene 38 Duration 20:11 Panel 24 Duration 04:10 Dialog ILLY:

    It’s okay. Dry humor and sarcasm sometimes goes over my head and right into my fragile heart, too. Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 79/167

  80. Scene 39 Duration 04:22 Panel 1 Duration 00:13 Dialog ILLY:

    (sneaky giggle) he hehe ehehehh Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 80/167

  81. Scene 39 Duration 04:22 Panel 2 Duration 00:08 Dialog ILLY:

    (sneaky giggle) he hehe ehehehh Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 81/167

  82. Scene 39 Duration 04:22 Panel 3 Duration 00:09 Dialog ILLY:

    (sneaky giggle) he hehe ehehehh Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 82/167

  83. Scene 39 Duration 04:22 Panel 4 Duration 00:02 Dialog ILLY:

    (sneaky giggle) he hehe ehehehh Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 83/167

  84. Scene 39 Duration 04:22 Panel 5 Duration 00:06 Dialog ILLY:

    (sneaky giggle) he hehe ehehehh Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 84/167

  85. Scene 39 Duration 04:22 Panel 6 Duration 01:06 Dialog ILLY:

    (sneaky giggle) he hehe ehehehh Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 85/167

  86. Scene 39 Duration 04:22 Panel 7 Duration 00:07 Dialog ILLY:

    (sneaky giggle) he hehe ehehehh Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 86/167

  87. Scene 39 Duration 04:22 Panel 8 Duration 00:07 Dialog ILLY:

    (sneaky giggle) he hehe ehehehh Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 87/167

  88. Scene 39 Duration 04:22 Panel 9 Duration 00:14 Dialog ILLY:

    (sneaky giggle) he hehe ehehehh Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 88/167

  89. Scene 39 Duration 04:22 Panel 10 Duration 00:02 Times I

    should've realized I was autistic Page 89/167

  90. Scene 39 Duration 04:22 Panel 11 Duration 00:02 Dialog ILLY:

    (sneaky giggle) he hehe ehehehh Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 90/167

  91. Scene 39 Duration 04:22 Panel 12 Duration 00:03 Times I

    should've realized I was autistic Page 91/167

  92. Scene 39 Duration 04:22 Panel 13 Duration 00:15 Times I

    should've realized I was autistic Page 92/167

  93. Scene 40 Duration 23:16 Panel 1 Duration 02:09 Dialog FRIEND

    (over headphones): Dude did you just destroy my bed Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 93/167

  94. Scene 40 Duration 23:16 Panel 2 Duration 01:16 Dialog ILLY:

    Hheheheheheheh yes Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 94/167

  95. Scene 40 Duration 23:16 Panel 3 Duration 01:14 Dialog FRIEND:

    (laughs) god I hate you Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 95/167

  96. Scene 40 Duration 23:16 Panel 4 Duration 03:11 Dialog ILLY:

    wh-? You mean it? Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 96/167

  97. Scene 40 Duration 23:16 Panel 5 Duration 01:03 Dialog FRIEND:

    What-? No! No, I was joking. Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 97/167

  98. Scene 40 Duration 23:16 Panel 6 Duration 00:14 Dialog FRIEND:

    What-? No! No, I was joking. Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 98/167

  99. Scene 40 Duration 23:16 Panel 7 Duration 02:03 Dialog ILLY:

    why would you joke about that Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 99/167

  100. Scene 40 Duration 23:16 Panel 8 Duration 01:07 Dialog FRIEND:

    because - it’s - well, now if I explain it it’s not funny anymore Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 100/167

  101. Scene 40 Duration 23:16 Panel 9 Duration 00:22 Dialog FRIEND:

    because - it’s - well, now if I explain it it’s not funny anymore Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 101/167

  102. Scene 40 Duration 23:16 Panel 10 Duration 01:18 Dialog FRIEND:

    because - it’s - well, now if I explain it it’s not funny anymore Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 102/167

  103. Scene 40 Duration 23:16 Panel 11 Duration 02:13 Dialog ILLY:

    it wasn’t that funny to begin with Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 103/167

  104. Scene 40 Duration 23:16 Panel 12 Duration 02:06 Times I

    should've realized I was autistic Page 104/167

  105. Scene 40 Duration 23:16 Panel 13 Duration 02:00 Dialog FRIEND:

    DUDE-h Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 105/167

  106. Scene 41 Duration 00:20 Panel 1 Duration 00:20 Dialog ILLY

    VO: So yeah, all my life, I’ve felt my brain was shaped like a bean, but everyone else’s was shaped like… Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 106/167

  107. Scene 42 Duration 01:00 Panel 1 Duration 01:00 Dialog ILLY

    VO: So yeah, all my life, I’ve felt my brain was shaped like a bean, but everyone else’s was shaped like… Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 107/167

  108. Scene 43 Duration 01:14 Panel 1 Duration 01:14 Dialog ILLY

    VO: So yeah, all my life, I’ve felt my brain was shaped like a bean, but everyone else’s was shaped like… Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 108/167

  109. Scene 44 Duration 01:21 Panel 1 Duration 01:21 Dialog ILLY

    VO: So yeah, all my life, I’ve felt my brain was shaped like a bean, but everyone else’s was shaped like… Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 109/167

  110. Scene 45 Duration 04:07 Panel 1 Duration 02:22 Dialog ILLY:

    like a legume, which… I think is … different… Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 110/167

  111. Scene 45 Duration 04:07 Panel 2 Duration 01:09 Dialog ILLY:

    like a legume, which… I think is … different… Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 111/167

  112. Scene 46 Duration 05:15 Panel 1 Duration 05:15 Times I

    should've realized I was autistic Page 112/167

  113. Scene 47 Duration 13:07 Panel 1 Duration 01:10 Dialog Ok

    yeah– Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 113/167

  114. Scene 47 Duration 13:07 Panel 2 Duration 02:00 Dialog ILLY:

    yeah! This world was made for tough nuts, and I am a squishy little chickpea. Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 114/167

  115. Scene 47 Duration 13:07 Panel 3 Duration 03:07 Dialog ILLY:

    yeah! This world was made for tough nuts, and I am a squishy little chickpea. Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 115/167

  116. Scene 47 Duration 13:07 Panel 4 Duration 02:19 Times I

    should've realized I was autistic Page 116/167

  117. Scene 47 Duration 13:07 Panel 5 Duration 01:08 Times I

    should've realized I was autistic Page 117/167

  118. Scene 47 Duration 13:07 Panel 6 Duration 02:11 Dialog ILLY:

    yeah! This world was made for tough nuts, and I am a squishy little chickpea. Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 118/167

  119. Scene 48 Duration 05:06 Panel 1 Duration 01:19 Dialog ILLY

    VO: And sometimes I could swing it, tossing my garbanzos into recipes and hoping things worked out, Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 119/167

  120. Scene 48 Duration 05:06 Panel 2 Duration 00:23 Dialog ILLY

    VO: And sometimes I could swing it, tossing my garbanzos into recipes and hoping things worked out, Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 120/167

  121. Scene 48 Duration 05:06 Panel 3 Duration 00:20 Dialog ILLY

    VO: And sometimes I could swing it, tossing my garbanzos into recipes and hoping things worked out, Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 121/167

  122. Scene 48 Duration 05:06 Panel 4 Duration 01:16 Dialog ILLY

    VO: And sometimes I could swing it, tossing my garbanzos into recipes and hoping things worked out, Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 122/167

  123. Scene 49 Duration 05:03 Panel 1 Duration 01:10 Dialog ILLY

    VO: And sometimes I could swing it, tossing my garbanzos into recipes and hoping things worked out, Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 123/167

  124. Scene 49 Duration 05:03 Panel 2 Duration 01:07 Dialog ILLY

    VO: but sometimes, I couldn’t, because I can’t! Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 124/167

  125. Scene 49 Duration 05:03 Panel 3 Duration 01:02 Dialog ILLY

    VO: but sometimes, I couldn’t, because I can’t! Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 125/167

  126. Scene 49 Duration 05:03 Panel 4 Duration 01:08 Dialog ILLY

    VO: but sometimes, I couldn’t, because I can’t! Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 126/167

  127. Scene 50 Duration 03:21 Panel 1 Duration 00:18 Dialog ILLY

    VO: but sometimes, I couldn’t, because I can’t! Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 127/167

  128. Scene 50 Duration 03:21 Panel 2 Duration 01:00 Dialog ILLY:

    How would you feel if you bit into [pulls out candy from pocket, other kids are like ! candy?] your Reese’s cup and found out it was a fucking [breaks it to reveal beans spilling] BEAN CUP?! Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 128/167

  129. Scene 50 Duration 03:21 Panel 3 Duration 00:11 Dialog ILLY:

    How would you feel if you bit into [pulls out candy from pocket, other kids are like ! candy?] your Reese’s cup and found out it was a fucking [breaks it to reveal beans spilling] BEAN CUP?! Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 129/167

  130. Scene 50 Duration 03:21 Panel 4 Duration 00:09 Dialog ILLY:

    How would you feel if you bit into [pulls out candy from pocket, other kids are like ! candy?] your Reese’s cup and found out it was a fucking [breaks it to reveal beans spilling] BEAN CUP?! Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 130/167

  131. Scene 50 Duration 03:21 Panel 5 Duration 00:07 Dialog ILLY:

    How would you feel if you bit into [pulls out candy from pocket, other kids are like ! candy?] your Reese’s cup and found out it was a fucking [breaks it to reveal beans spilling] BEAN CUP?! Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 131/167

  132. Scene 50 Duration 03:21 Panel 6 Duration 01:00 Dialog ILLY:

    How would you feel if you bit into [pulls out candy from pocket, other kids are like ! candy?] your Reese’s cup and found out it was a fucking [breaks it to reveal beans spilling] BEAN CUP?! Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 132/167

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    You gonna get mad at the beans?! Do you really think they want to be there? Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 133/167

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    You gonna get mad at the beans?! Do you really think they want to be there? Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 134/167

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    Look at them! This – Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 135/167

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    Look at them! This – Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 136/167

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    this is what hell looks like. I would know. Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 137/167

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    this is what hell looks like. I would know. Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 138/167

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    this is what hell looks like. I would know. Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 139/167

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    this is what hell looks like. I would know. Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 140/167

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    this is what hell looks like. I would know. Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 141/167

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    this is what hell looks like. I would know. Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 142/167

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    Cuz no matter what I do differently or how hard I try, [picks up a reeses cup] this is my brain! And this is how it works… fuckin… [cracks it open] bean cup. Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 143/167

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    Cuz no matter what I do differently or how hard I try, [picks up a reeses cup] this is my brain! And this is how it works… fuckin… [cracks it open] bean cup. Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 144/167

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    should've realized I was autistic Page 145/167

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    should've realized I was autistic Page 146/167

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    Cuz no matter what I do differently or how hard I try, [picks up a reeses cup] this is my brain! And this is how it works… fuckin… [cracks it open] bean cup. Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 148/167

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    Cuz no matter what I do differently or how hard I try, [picks up a reeses cup] this is my brain! And this is how it works… fuckin… [cracks it open] bean cup. Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 149/167

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    Cuz no matter what I do differently or how hard I try, [picks up a reeses cup] this is my brain! And this is how it works… fuckin… [cracks it open] bean cup. Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 150/167

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    VO: So… Life can really suck if you’re atypical! Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 151/167

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    VO: People look at you weird, treat you differently, infantalize you, ignore you, take advantage of you, hurt you. However, Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 152/167

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    VO: People look at you weird, treat you differently, infantalize you, ignore you, take advantage of you, hurt you. However, Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 153/167

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    VO: People look at you weird, treat you differently, infantalize you, ignore you, take advantage of you, hurt you. However, Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 154/167

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    VO: People look at you weird, treat you differently, infantalize you, ignore you, take advantage of you, hurt you. However, Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 155/167

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    VO: People look at you weird, treat you differently, infantalize you, ignore you, take advantage of you, hurt you. However, Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 157/167

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    VO: People look at you weird, treat you differently, infantalize you, ignore you, take advantage of you, hurt you. However, Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 158/167

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    VO: People look at you weird, treat you differently, infantalize you, ignore you, take advantage of you, hurt you. However, Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 159/167

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    VO: People look at you weird, treat you differently, infantalize you, ignore you, take advantage of you, hurt you. However, Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 160/167

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    VO: People look at you weird, treat you differently, infantalize you, ignore you, take advantage of you, hurt you. However, Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 161/167

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    VO: People look at you weird, treat you differently, infantalize you, ignore you, take advantage of you, hurt you. However, Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 162/167

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    VO: People look at you weird, treat you differently, infantalize you, ignore you, take advantage of you, hurt you. However, Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 163/167

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    VO: People look at you weird, treat you differently, infantalize you, ignore you, take advantage of you, hurt you. However, Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 164/167

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    VO: People look at you weird, treat you differently, infantalize you, ignore you, take advantage of you, hurt you. However, Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 165/167

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    Something important I should point out is, there’s nothing “wrong” with me or anyone who is neurodivergent, no matter where they are on the spectrum or how you perceive them. Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 166/167

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    Something important I should point out is, there’s nothing “wrong” with me or anyone who is neurodivergent, no matter where they are on the spectrum or how you perceive them. Times I should've realized I was autistic Page 167/167