As Developers we often have certain perceptions of our heroes in developer communities and some of these shape what we think we should aspire for ourselves and why we are presently capable or incapable of different things (contributing to your favorite open source project or framework e.t.c.).
In doing so we become constantly trolled by Tech's invisible monsters though there exists an infinite learning continuum.
However we ought to learn how to become philomath Developers as it a less draining path to eternal gratification and happiness as Developers.